saya sayang abah saya.. :)

ABAH and ME.. :)

walaupun kena marah teruk dengan abah tadi, tapi still abah bagi support yg x berbelah bahagi pada ipah yg sangat 'ketegar' and suka menjawab nih..sedih pulak, tapi seriously, saya mmg homesick and saya confess sekarang, saya sangat RINDU sama mama, abah kat rumah, sobs..

sehari x dengar suara mama, memang x boleh duduk, tiap2 hari balik kelas mesti terlintas kat kepala, nak telefon mama laa nak cakap dengan abah laa and macam2 lagi nak buat, ( dasar anak manja + homesick and etc),
tp mana nak boleh telefon tiap2 hari kan? mesti mereka bosan ( alih2 telefon bunyi mesti budak yindia tu yang telefon).. tp, mmg perasaan rindu nih x tau nak lepas kat mana, cuma boleh doakan mama and abah sahaja, dari jauh..
p/s = ( okeylaa, semua bnda yg Encik sallehuddin cakap kat saya mmg betul, tp ego xnak setuju dgn apa yg dia cakap pasal bab bosan telefon byk2 kali tu, hahaha, sorry naaa )

my sister wedding dah makin dekat, eh, apasal saya pulak yg buat countdown nih? sepatutnya kakak lina laa kan? tp x apa, semoga semuanya berjalan dengan lancar, Insya Allah,..dengar abah cerita condition kat rumah mcm dah serabut and apa yang ada dalam kepala abah pun dah serabut, kesian kat mama dengan abah. :(, i wish i m there to help them....

tapi tadi waktu kena marah dgn abah, abah ada cakap, kalau abah dah x ada nanti mcm mana? jangan selalu nak bergantung kat kami saja...
saya tersentap dengan soalan itu, and at the same time rasa sedih, please.. jgn ckp macam tu, mama dan abah the only things that i can't afford to lose in my life,  doa kat Allah swt, panjangkan umur mereka, and jgn ambil mereka drpd saya.. :(...

apa2 pun, i really hope everything will turn out well during the wedding ceremony, and also my neuroanatomy test, di mana saya nak main tembak2 je, (sebab x habis baca lagi and susah nak faham)...haha.. jom kita REDAH aje ( prinsip baru )..
 for my batchmates BDS 2, good luck anatomy test tomorrow, all the best..

silicon bowl

hari ni kelas prosthodontics, bukan practical tapi lecture class, sgt best dgn dr deepti c.jain, walaupun dia garang tp bab mengajar mmg best, :)...but yesterday she asked about my bowl during prostho lab (practical)..

she : where did you get this silicone bowl.?
me: haa?..urm,, aaaa... what do we called that place..? (ckp mcm dgn kwn2 je, adoyai..)
she : bombay surgical?
me : yes...
she :owh, those people already sell this thing here..
me : ( saya mmg x paham and kenapa tiba2 tanya pasal bowl saya? )......

then she went away...

the funniest thing is, i never thought that i was using silicone bowl, no wonderlaa the bowl is so elastic and soft...
( dlm kepala wktu tu terfikir jugak, pttlaaa org guna silicone utk besarkan breast part, cause it is so soft and elastic.. haha, dirty sungguh kepala otak saya, tp it is the truth kan? kan?)

then i told my friends about my thought involving the silicons..(gelak sambil guling2 lagi diorg...hahaha) but everyone agreed about those dirty thought that i had.. :D

okay, alkisahnya masih lagi bersambung pada hari ni,
dr deepti dah nak transfer ke tempat lain in bangalore, she is going to teach post graduate students in bangalore,sobs, bye2 dr deepti...

so, today is her last theory class with us, and she did said that she is selling instruments and apparatus for the dental lab..INCLUDING THE SILICON BOWL...she said she could help to provide those apparatus to us with much lower price... ( sempat lagi mempromosi )...pastu barulaa aku terfikir, pttlaa dia tanya pasal silicone bowl tu mana dpt, rupa rupanya dia nak berbisnes,...hahaha..lawak betul....penat jugak wonder pasal kenapa dia tanya pasal bowl tu, dah terjawab pun persoalan dlm kepala.. :P

missing you soooo much MAMA!!!

biarlaa org nak cakap saya manja..anak manja... saya x kisah pun, sbb saya mmg manja, kalau mnja dengan parents x apa..x berdosa, kan kan?

rindu sgt kata mama, rasa mcm nak peluk mama, tp x boleh..sobs... from the skype video call, i can see mama's grey hair, mama dah meningkat umur.. now mama is 47 years old, :), but don't worry mama, u look great and pretty all the time.. (surprisingly abah pulak yang x ada uban yang banyak..peliklaa pulak..but abah is already 56yrs old..) abah pulak maintain sja, kerja busy dgn tenis, pttlaa x boncit2 kalau nak di compare kan dgn ayah orang lain (hehe, bangga kejap)..

i called abah just now cause i want to talk to mama, miss her soo much although baru saja telefon 2 hari lepas..but abah said mama is too tired preparing for kak lina's wedding this weekend, so she sleep early.. ermm..risau kat mama, sebab mama selalu penat and x boleh buat kerja banyak2 dah sekarang nih.. :(, i really want to go back and help mama to do all the chores yang selalu mama buat. Skrg ni baru sedar betapa byknyaa bnda yg mama buat utk anak2 mama especially saya yg sgt keras kepala.. huhu,.. menyesal.. :(.. tp x apa, nanti bila balik malaysia, kna berbakti kat parents... it is not too late,,.. chaiyok 'abibah' ( nama yg selalu mama pggl bila saya 'ralit' tgk tv, hehehe)

btw, to my sista, tahniah and semoga berbahagia,, so happy for you guys.. :) eh bukannya dah cakap waktu entry yg lepas? aiyooo.. whateverlaaa... :P

goodbye green wood

tomorrow is saturday, i'm moving to international Hostel on sunday, :(, i did not touch any of my stuff yet, i felt sooooo LAZY...if only i'm a friend of harry potter , i would  ask him to use his wands and pack all of my stuff.. HAHAHA..so easy... but the problem is, those crappy things doesnt exist in this world!!

so, i have to clean and do all the work by myself,arrgghhh... afifah, u are such a lazybum!!

my clothes, books and bla bla... okeh!! i think i better start packing now cause if not, i cant join my friends going  to mangalore,.. bye bye.. :) and 1 more thing, i m going to miss green wood after this and also miss my housemates, cik Hud, cik Bain and cik Zimah!! i am really grateful cause they are the most nicest housemates i ever had till now..













p/s now i realized how bad is my english...i  really have to improve.... :P

euphoria !! but then..

2nd time...

my 2nd blog,
upset, busy, tired, ....
tpi saya kena SEMANGAT... sebab ni dah masuk 4th block, dekat dengan uni's exam.
have to prepare myself with the FINAL EXAM...

sebenarnya still sanagt sedih sebab tak boleh cakap dengan mama, tadi baru saja call tp mama busy and perhaps she is tired, sebab tulaaa dia x larat nak layan karenah anak dia seorg kat india nih...
 my sister is getting married on 27th may 2011...sebab itulaa mama sibuk... :(

everybody said, jgnla emo pasal bnda kecik ni, x ckp ngan family pun nak sedih2... tp my family is all that ive got, dgn siapa lagi saya nak borak, dengan kawan2? rasanya korang pun x sanggup nak dengar aku ckp sangat, sebab tu laa aku x nak kacau korang semua... habis2, semuanya simpan dalam hati saja... lama2 makan hati and POMMMM!!! meletup.. that's what i am worried about... lagipun , semua org busy nak study, aku x nak kacau anda semua ye....

to my sister, selamat pengantin baru and semoga berbahagia... :) ucapan ikhlas ye..
can't wait to go back to malaysia...