cewi.. hihihi

tau x maksud cewi (lebih kurang sebutan 'e' mcm cek) tu apa?, dlm loghat kelantan bermaksud kanak2 perempuan tp kalau dlm loghat kedah,.. cewi tu maksudnya syg ngan brg baru....

hihi, oleh sbb saya org kedah, so, mksdnya saya mmg tgh sayang dgn barang baru saya...

meh nak tunjuk....
jeng jeng jeng.. ~

TARAAAAA!!!

my first tennis racquet.. weewiitt

cewi... haha

esok insya Allah boleh turun main,.. yezzzaaa!!

dah try bounce bola tadi, ternyata, tension of the string tu x keras sgt.. thank you abah!!

grip dia kecik, cukup2 ngan my hand... and the weight is totally ringan giler.. hehehe, jgn jeles.. 

yea2 x sabar nak tggu esok.. :)

okay so sorry sbb kegedikans terserlah di sini.. huhu

1st block of 2nd year

seriously, 2nd year susah giloss!! nak nangis dibuatnya after paper pharmacology...

soalannya berbunyi.. prescribe  a 30 year old women with cellulitis,prescribe a 35 year old man with acute pulpitis,.. prescribe a mouthwash for a 30 year old man,.. hadoi.. okay, nama ubat tu mmg ingat, tp dose? how much? in tablet in ampule in capsule? which one?? 400mg or 200 mg or 500mg..instruction, at what time  & how many tablet to be taken and how many times? okay dah confuse..

dlm mouthwash tu ada apa? astringent, antiseptic, ?? :(..

teringat wktu 1st year yg sgt best, bru je 1st block exam pun, alhamdulillah, semua okay, smpai end of 1st year, msuk 2nd year, mmg laa rasa mcm nak meninggal pun ada..(okay x logik bila ckp rasa mcm nak meninggal sbb dah ada dentist dlm dunia ni, so of course diorg survive... :P),,..

okay , 2nd block mmg kena blajar and prepare betul2, chaiyok!! ubat ubatan tu mmg dh nak kena prepare its comparisons and nama ubat2 tu mmg kena hafal,.. microb, got to say this but i really HATE microbe, it is supposed to be interesting, tp tp. err... xpun...

pathology belajar psl penyakit2 yg wujud dlm dunia nih,.. haishh, nmpak je cm sikit tp x, and susah nak dpt markah eventhough you write everything in the exam.. ,

lastly, dental material and conservative dentistry?  okay inilaa saja favouriye subjek saya buat masa ni,.. i prefer dental nye subjek.... practical sgt mnyusahkan tp saya suka buat... :D :D ;D

jamuan raya

sorry byk2,.kwn bru upload 1 je, yg lain nnti after exam,... :D

LONER..

TIAP HARI MCM NI, OKAY I ADMIT, I AM A LONER,..

FINE IF YOU WANT TO NEGLECT ME, JUST FINE,..

I AM STILL STANDING HERE,.. ALONE..

ALONE... :(...tears are rolling down my cheeks...

okay, rite now, you better LEAVE ME ALONE..

bila saya senang semua org datang, tp bila susah cmni, semua org hilang....

fine,.. i am just fine..

i am blur today..

seriously hari ni asyik jln ke hulu hilir and i could not think of anything, bila dah smpai kat dapur, wonder pulak nak buat apa,.. sigh..

then i go back to my laptop and start to write this entry..

so sorry, i'am really not in a good mood,it's okay, i don't expecting anyone to care or to understand,cause i don't  think that anyone could understand me,..maybe i m too complicated (haha, laugh with a plain facial expression)..

done with microb test, as usual, i screwed up, i don't want to talk about it,..

talk about them them them,.. oh crap....

still thinking about them,,.. oh sh**..

okay, i think i better start jogging this evening,..
thinking of deleting of my family members from my facebook account,.. now i feel that i hate them so much,.. good idea....

don't disturb me, cause i may explode...

okay, maybe saya ada masalah mental... ntahlaa, ikut sukalaa u nak tafsirkan cemana... UP TO YOU!..

Futsal match

Bds smmgnya batch yg x reti nak main futsal., berlatih pun 3 Kali sja., dahlaa x pernah main, mmg cuaklaa sgt2.. Batch yg plg hebat. Is batch 26,batch 27 & 25 boleh tahan hebat.. Alhamdulillah, last match ngan batch 27, kitorg berjaya kalahkan batch 27, 2-0.,, both goal is scored by me.. Hehe, rasa cm hebat jap,.. Tp main kalah mati, x aci sbb mula2 batch 26 Lwn ngan bds, nasib baiklaa x kalah teruk, 1-0 sja, then lwn ngan batch 25, 0-0, pastu tu dah x lrat nak main.. Siap terjatuh,koyak seluar kat lutut, seb bek x Luka.. Lastly bru lwn ngan batch 27... Happylaa jugak, jadik striker kerja naik atas turun bwh..kejar bola, penat sungguh.. Tp overall okeylaa.. :)Nanti I postkan gmbr futsal ye.. Tp maaflaa.. saya ni bukannya cntik mana pun, so terimalaa seadanya.. Okay, mcm x kena dgn post ni.. Haha, x apa, I need to study today.. Esok Ada test..

saturday morning.

temper trap.. sweet disposition

competency test.

so, competency test ni is a practical test, where we have to prepare a cavity on a plaster model.
plaster model tu bentuk mcm gigi, and it is chalky..

pernah dgr x psl tampal gigi? pernah x korang kena tampal gigi ?( ehem, saya sbnrnya x pernah),
well, kami, bds student tgh berlatih and belajar mcm mana nak buat tampalan on a tooth, firstly, belajar mcm mana nak korek gigi ikut bentuk yg dikehendaki, and belajar how to preserve tooth structure....

so hari ni ada test psl nak buat bentuk tampalan gigi, nampak mcm senang tp, semuanya depends on the plaster model tu, hari dapat yg keras sikit so, lenguhlaaa tgn ceq ni nak korek plaster tu, ciss...

punyalaaa struggle korek and ratakan semua surface, lastly alhamdulillah.. i finished them..x adalaa perfect, tp okaylaa..for 2 hours, sitting on a high chair and doing our work on a quite low table, sakit tulang belakang, sbb khusyuk menfokus kat areas yg sgt halus tu, al maklumlaa lecturer yg melampau perfectionist,.. i pernah dapat A for few times je, tu pun kira bersyukur, ada jugak org lain yg x pernah dpt A lgsg,.. kedekutnyaa lecturer.. hehe..

here are few pictures about it.. :)

plaster model with class 2 mesio occlusal cavity..

being filled with wax,.. ala2 tampal gigi..

Kecewa

Pg ni bgn lambat, semua sbb tunggu my hosmet balik semalam... Lastly I tertido sndiri pkl 3 pg, I am so sad actually, x Ada housmate and myself sbnrnya lemah smngt.. I could not sleep alone. At least kena Ada seseorg dlm rumah ni.. Kaki dah byk lebam dah.. And I had dreams involving bnda2 cmtu...
Pg ni x smpat smyg raya, my housemate blik kol 7 lebih, mmg rasa cm nak nangis.. Lastly I decide xnak gi mana2..sbb rasa kecewa sgt..:(
tggu mssge from someone pun blum dpt lg.,, sometimes I think better I don't have friends at all drpd ada., and better x Ada bf sbb lastly diri sndiri yg frust..
My housemate x Ada for a few days, ajak kwn2 yg Len tmnkn sorg pun tak nak..diorg suruh pgi rumah diorg.. Pdhl tmpat tido kan x cukup.. Tp I pergi jugak untk 2 mlm, and untuk mlm ketiga I wait for my housemate utk balik tp dia smpai sgt lmbt..
Tak apalaa kan mgkn saya ni x fun or kalau org lain kwn dgn saya pun x dpt apa2 advantage,
I just wish if inception tu wujud where I can just live in my own world..

annoying posts...

SHE : location : manipal foodcourt - org d meja depan mkn smbil suap2, meja kiri mkn + bgosip, meja kanan mkn ngn couple meja aku?? Mkn sorg bsama2 hp.. :P


well.... merujuk kpd perkara di atas...one of my friend complaining that she is eating alone. in the food court... so then i replied to her,


ME : aku mkn depan laptop je...


it is kind of annoying hearing her complaining that she doesnt have a bf blah blah...okeylaa kalau x pernah ada langsung, tp dulu pernah ada kan...? 


i just somehow wish that i could replied to her, HONEY WHY U SOUND SO DESPERATE ?? 


okay, blame me for being a jerk but after that, she post another one.. also sound so desperate to me..come on girls, u got to be strong, u don't need a boyfriend.. u just have to stand on your own... 




SHE : knp kita xde bf??? Bkn sbb x hot tp kita terlalu hot smpi org d lua sna tkot nk dkt. Haha tgu 11.11.11 ok???


once again, i just wish i could replied, hey, i also have bf, but everyday i eat alone, sitting in front of laptop, x de keluar and makan sama2 pun..nak pergi mkn aiskrim pun x ada org nak teman, even kawan prmpuan,.. 
nak pergi beli raket tennis pun x ada org nak teman and tlg pilihkan,... at least you have a friend named leman... 
and you said you are forever alone... WHAT???


hey you, ramai org leave me all the time, i x ada kwn, pergi situ sana sini pun ngan kwn prmpuan..nak ajak makan pun diorg tak nak keluar.. see that? why you didn't feel grateful at all? u have a LOT of friend, girl, use them to accompany you.. 


okay, sbnrnya, i am also alone all the time, but still, whining in fb, will not change anything about it..u still alone! get it...


p/s ; u may dislike after this but i don't care, this is what i feel... :D

kaoppu beach..

semalam dah sedih2 sebab sakit gigi,.. hehe,. trima kasih pd org yg layan saya bebel malam tadi..
so pagi ni pergi ke beach, ngan kakak usrah,, yeaahhaaa...

makan2, borak, mandi laut, naik bumpy pelampung (seriously mmg terlompat2 atas pelampung tu) and banana boat..

naik banana boat org tempe tu ckp yg ringan duk depan, cess mcm biasalaa ceteka sapa yg kena duk dpn....it's me... mcm nak terpelanting... pastu skli tempe tu pusingkan boat yg bawak banana boat tu,... org depanlaa yg terpelanting jauh from the others...xsuka2.... sbbnya air yg sgt masin, cm dah lemas... and saya panik..its like..waaarrggghhhh.!! x leh pijak something, i m going to drown... seriously nak nangis... pastu tempe tu ckp just relax2...
a few minutes later,.. mmg saya x leh rilek.. tempe tu tarik saya atas banana boat...hahaha...

then naik balik banana boat tu,... sekali lagi, tempe tu pusing and terpelantingkan kitorg kat tepi laut tu,.. yg 2nd tu dah okey, x panik nak lemas dah.. hihihi..

lepas main air laut.. makan nasi lemak, kakak usrah yg buatkan..sedap2... posing amek gmbr.. :D it is a fun thing to do...

during bumpy pelampung tu kan, sbnrnya... saya je jerit dari start pelampung tu gerak smpailaa dia stopkan.. kawan sebelah, aka, mira senyap jek...

okeylaa, skrg nak rehat, ptg ni nak gi jogging..  :)

a few pictures...

bermain air,.. x leh blah posing.. ngahaha

gaya datin wannabe... gmbr herod..

bru nak berkenalan ngan air pantai.. :D