make up

one thing that cross my mind about make up is the word HOT... followed by, WASTE, then, followed by,NATURAL...

okay let me explain,
1. bile dah make up and dressing cecantik, brulaa nmpak hot kan? well, many girls are like that.. and of course they can attracts the opposite gender just like a huge magnet, can you imagine how powerful they are?
2.waste. is when nak spend time utk make up and nak buang make up tu bila nak solat, buang masa.. :P
3.natural, well i prefer natural beauty, sbb nmpak always cam okay je, pale is the new sexy, hahaha.. (itu pendapat saya je), kalau boleh x payah nak tempek foundation tu byk2, rugi masa je....

hmm, okaylaa, sapa2 nak make up boleh je, tp jgn over ye saudari nanti nmpak cm pelik,.. biar sederhana tp asalkan nmpak innocent, igt, asset muka INNOCENT tu sgt penting bg perempuan, hehehe..

so, saya try make up, rumate yg buatkan, seriously, in my opinion, saya rasa okay bila x make up... :)
and i feel happy and good just the way i am.. and with make saya nmpak mcm mak tiri garang (maybe it is because of my eyebrows are too thick)..okay...babai

gmbr perasan comel bila dah make up..but frankly i  prefer the more natural me!! :P

jogging.. :)

hari ni dah jog 2 round, x apa sikit2, x leh nak paksa diri sgt, yg penting, consistent!..pg tadi gi kelas pakai heels, mmg sakit kaki, cemana laa diorg leh survive pakai heels tinggi2.. tp pakai heels mmg nampak hot sikit.,(perasan) hehe..

i am happy today, mkn pun okay, dah berpeluh bila jog,..
call abah, sembang2 jap, abah kata, lepas ni lari 5 km everyday, baru kuat sikit.. pergghh, i lari pun x sampai 1 km, x apa, i terima sebagai cabaran, 1 round = about 400 m, hari ni baru 800 m, heh, malu nih,sikit sangat,,.
kalau 5km, rasanya 12 round setengah, okey2..

maknanya esok kena lari dalam 4 round , so, 1.6 km x apa2 i will do it, i nak reach smpai 5 km...!!
semangat2!,.. yeah, seriously, teringin nak jadi org yg kuat lari, baru badan cam steady, x laa lembik sgt, yg penting, stamina.. everyday balik dari practical mesti letih, so kena build up stamina utk bertahan.. jadi cergas...masalahnya pulak, kalau i dah start lari, kerja kaki nih nak speed up je, i don't know why..
huh, peluh meleleh kat muka... one of the best feeling i ever had.. :P..baju jadi basah... best sgt2..

okay, sgt penuh dgn ke excited'an...
esok ada dental materials nye practical... acrylic block saya belum di 'polish kan,.. i really hope that it turns out to be perfect.. yezzaa..!!

k, saya dah ngantuk, sbnrnya saya x mandi lagi sejak balik dr jogging td, sebab tolong housemate kemas dapur.. hehe.. k,, babai.. :)

jerkss!!!

what can i say when a man who are supposed to be a protector of a woman,jadi jahat,nak kata lelaki tu moron,jackass, or  more suitable words that can be used is,........... $#%$&....hurmm okay afifah, calm down,...

spesis lelaki yg x boleh pakai, bila nak sesuatu utk puaskan nafsu, macam2 dia ckp kan, tp kalau x di bgi, kutuk2 macam2 pasal perempuan tu,.. sedarlaa saudara, perempuan yg baik utk lelaki yg baik, and if you x berubah, and you doesnt deserve perempuan yg baik at all, remember that! you dont need to pretend you are pious, seriously dude, i'm not buying your lies...

this thing happen to my friend, she is indeed a very nice girl who doesn't expose anything about the boy,she refuses the 'uncivillised' request from him,..and after that the boy ckp bukan2 pasal my friend..seriously saya mmglaaa sgt2 geram,. owh, depan kitorang punya laa berlakon baik, tp belakang, bukan main lagi kau!..

okay that boy is in the mbbs faculty same age as mine,.. wahh,,.. nak jadi doctor, tp perangai!!.. huh..!!

secara jujurnya, even though this thing happen to my friend, saya memang x boleh nak tgk muka llki yg pura2 innocent tu.. feels like want to puke....and kick his ass at the same time..

stress

today class... is not really good... this is the disadvantage of sharing the class with the juniors,my mistake is spotted and wallaaah... in a few seconds, everybody knew, and i can feel that my body is shrinking that time... feel embarassed, and angry at the same time, my face , it looks that i m going to cry,...

and i feel like crying, it is just that, no tears coming out, public humiliation, it happens once again, the last time that it happened is when i got bullied by seniors during secondary school... where i felt totally hopeless watching everyone talking and laughing about my stupidity, and gain less respect from others..it looks like it is going to happen once again, where juniors will look at me , like i was hopeless and a stupid senior, although the only 'respect' that i have gain is the invisibility,.. where nobody realize that i come from the same college as they are..

i am down right now,.. i need motivation,..

 reminder for me,,
1. don't give a damn about juniors, it is not that they will not do any mistake in future..
2.so what? if you are invisible, it is for your own good, you are free to commit any mistakes, remember, the more mistake you did, the more you will gain...
3. people who laugh at you is not perfect, and they are not saint,... what goes around will comes around..
4.take this as a lesson, do not repeat the same mistake in the future..
5. you are not stupid, you are just smart and beautiful in your own way..
6.you re not hopeless, you were strong!! that is why god is testing your confidence and iman this way..
7.things happen for a reason,...the reason might not come right away after you identified your mistakes
8. lastly smile, it is not the end of the world. :):)))))

remember, don't feel unhappy because of these little things..smile and please bring back the cheerful afifah,.. don't just give away your happy'self,just because of this unworthy pathetic thoughts.....

doctor vs teacher

it is shocking for me to know that the salary of the teachers going up to same level as doctors,..
shocking + annoying + confused... why? because teachers job are not easy,same goes to doctors too,.. handling students and to educate them is quite a challenge, then i would say, doctors too had some problems, have to deal with patients emotions, their health, it is not a simple things, all of the diagnosis and prognosis of a patient, and their skills is very very important,..

teachers are meddling and gambling with futures of our own youth, and doctors are gambling with patients life..
so, if the gov wants to increase the salary of the teachers, they should increase the salary of the doctors too,..
i think it is not fair to raise the salary of all the teachers and ignoring the other professionals career.. can you imagine what it is going to be in the next few years? yes.. more of our young generations prefer to choose the career in education rather than in medicine or other professional career, right ?? of course, life is more comfortable, no need to be overstretched and stressed out for exams and classes during their degree like the medical students, which i would say, have no life at all.. 24 hours facing books..and practicing their skills( these apply to dental students), have holidays on saturday and sunday, which is heaven for the medical practitioner to have rest like that for a while, after 26 hours without sleep for a day...it is not worth it... study  and work like hell, and when the paycheck comes, what? is this it? not worth at all,.. come on, doctors are human too,.. they need money as well as their life,...

my father, sister and my brother in law are teachers,.. and i am soon to be a dentist,...actually i don't really mind with the salary of the teachers,but after seeing some of my friend (medical students) struggle a lot and have to sacrifice their times  and etc,.. my point of view changed,.. i just think that it is not fair...i don't put the blame on teachers, their salary should raise, because they have given their times and effort to educate youth, but please not ignore the other professionals too....

this article is a bit biased,... and it is just my personal opinion, don't take it too hard okay,.. just relax and chill..

gambar raya

ni je gmbr raya yg ada, yg lain semua x sesuai utk dipaparkan... :)
and ada gmbar org yg saya rindu sekarang nih,... mr puteh...
x ada gmbar family sebab gmbr tu ada dlm kamera abg azmir.. :( sorry..

meet puteh.. :P

mata iqbal.. haha, gedik..

abah.. :)

nina.. :)

why oh why.. ?

sisters...:)

okey, saya yg salah...

remember the last entry i posted??

i told u how much i hate to go to Open House...
well, here i am, now, writing to say that i am wrong about that,that OH turned out to be good,..
seeing friends, talk to each other, makes me feel that i am part of them..

forget about the emotional entry that i wrote..
actually, the food are nice...
thanks to my friends who are willing to cook for the open house,..

honestly, i feel guilty for being such an a** that time....
well, girls will be girls, emo + pms + etc...hahaha, and i am a girl, so, once again, sorry for making the entry like that..


dah lama dah x menulis, entry pun cam keling je..

open house

this is what i hate!! OPEN HOUSE...

minggu lepas dah ada org buat open house, minggu ni pun sama, adeh, berapa ratus kali korang nak buat,
dah penat dah tau gerak sana sini,.. every week,..

okey blame myself maybe i am such a jerk, but still boleh tak everybody slow down sket, i know, everyone want to show their skills in cooking, heh....but pleaassee slow down, hari cuti je korang nak buat, i nak rehat and study pun x boleh tau x?

aku ni dahlaa mmg type of susah sgt nak cari mood utk study, then bila dah nak start study bebetul, adalaa jemputan nak buat open house rayalaa apelaaa,... :(

cuti sehari je wey, hari raya haji nanti korang buatlaa, skrg ni maseh awal lagi, my notes pun x habes update lagi, dah nak kena pegi rumah korang, haih..okeylaaa, maybe korang cakap nanti x bleh hidup bermasyarakat laa, apelaa, tp my notes x ter update lagi,study pun belum habes, korang x pelaa boleh belajar sekali dah dapat, but i have to struggle baru leh dapat.. sedih tau x?.. practical pun merangkak lagi..

then i have to spent my time join open house lagi, smpai petang, pastu penat, pastu x belajar?

second year of BDS

pejam celik struggle for a while, dah habes dah 1st year BDS, dah masuk 2nd year.. this is just the beginning, everything seems to be fine but the practicals are getting tougher, ugh... so malaaasss!!!!

okay, i have to do the practicals on the restorations of teeth, susah!!! kena sgt teliti...
dental materials belajar pasal materials, hehe, i like!! but the most annoying goes to  prosthodontics practical (making dentures).. sobs, hate them, i screwed up MOST of the time..

i shifted from IH (international hostel) to Premier Residency, quite okaylaaa, comfy enough for me..and from now on,i have to walk to class, which is good for me...
sekarang dah masuk jadi senior, rasa mcm usia dah makin lanjut.. hahahaha but still i think most of my juniors are smoking hot and gorgeous..(referring to girls!!) jealous pun ada jugak.. stylo betul diorg nih, and sometimes i wonder, bila laa diorng dptkan masa utk hias jadi cantik2... huh??? still in doubt, but i never asked them about it,

AND, surprisingly, bila junior dah masuk manipal, berlakulah lambakan couple2 yg merempit motor bersama sama.... and they study , eat, walk, TOGETHER, all the time.. :(.. (unsur jealous)...

hurmm... tp x apalaa jodoh saya belum sampai lagi.,... i guess this is not the time for me yet,.. :)..

btw, wish me luck for my second year of BDS,,... hopefully it went well just as my first year of BDS.. :)
okey, thats all.. see you soon ,.. muahhxx.. XOXO.. :)